buddha look away ...
Mar. 10th, 2025 12:49 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
ittnselooking so greedy and materialistic right now it's crazy.
specific desires: vagabond lykke pumps, out from under bec bra, borgonha ring, kikkerland fish nail clippers, harajuku scrunchy socks, dr. g red blemish clear soothing cream, hoshibako works titania short coat, peter pauper press floral parchment journal
undiscovered desires: slouchy foldover boot, paper shredder, proper plasticky raincoat and boots, opaque wool floral-pattern tights, cloisonne cuff bracelets that fit, lace-trimmed navy corduroy mini-shorts, navy wool a-line pleated skirt, wide + shallow burgundy glass cup, upright leather makeup bag, headphones that i can wear over my earrings, paper shredder, gold-rimmed metal glasses, brown or tortoiseshell plastic-frame glasses in a shape that i like (more of a rounded square or squarer round?), embroidered-knot flats, cd player
desires of the mouth: i kid you not i've been thinking about going to kbbq since NOVEMBER and i still haven't gone. and when i say thinking i mean i wrote it down in my journal as an actual entry for several weeks on end. also really want funyuns but trying to improve diet and cut down on junk food and i already eat so many msgful rice crackers and such ...
desires that must pass: literally closing my eyes and ignoring these because they have no practical purpose or i don't have room/space/etc. for them but i want them anyway. i really want the nyota blindbox but specifically only the telephone figure, and i really insanely want a guerlain lipstick even though i know their quality has gone down and i don't even wearrrr lipstick. also looking at some motel dresses, but the price for the material is bonkers especially since i've heard their quality is not great...
really into polka dots recently, but i'm not really interested in most of the polka-dot pattern items i see floating around right now. might go look around again as the trend starts to pick up steam especially as we roll over into spring. really, really enjoying naval/sailor themes, leaning into (warm) yellows and off-whites over plain whites, and generally warmer tones overall; i don't think i'm cool-toned. kind of want a wide/baggy leg jean that has a relaxed silhouete without being absolutely massive, but finding pants is sooo unbelievably hard...
i've been meaning to pick up cuticle oil and nail polish since january, and i still haven't done it. also need to pick up a wooden wide-tooth comb for my hair and maybe a low-cost boar hair brush so i can reduce my frizz, but that's on the backburner for now; mostly i need to buy a new aha/bha exfoliant so i can get rid of the congestion in my skin since i've been noticing a lot of clogged pores
on the other hand, doing a lot of physical writing + journaling atm (working my way through the second out of three journals) especially to draft/write fic, and it's making me try to convince myself that i deserve peter pauper press journals: really into the floral parchment journal & the rubaiyat journal atm. as for pens ... i've been trying to not get into pens (esp since i think what i prefer isn't really popular: i hate the texture of fountain pens against paper and i love ballpoint + gel + don't like thin pens [anything under 0.5]) esp. since pens are so abundant and plentiful and it feels so wasteful to buy them when i have endless mountains of failed startup pens...
( post-february wishlist )
specific desires: vagabond lykke pumps, out from under bec bra, borgonha ring, kikkerland fish nail clippers, harajuku scrunchy socks, dr. g red blemish clear soothing cream, hoshibako works titania short coat, peter pauper press floral parchment journal
undiscovered desires: slouchy foldover boot, paper shredder, proper plasticky raincoat and boots, opaque wool floral-pattern tights, cloisonne cuff bracelets that fit, lace-trimmed navy corduroy mini-shorts, navy wool a-line pleated skirt, wide + shallow burgundy glass cup, upright leather makeup bag, headphones that i can wear over my earrings, paper shredder, gold-rimmed metal glasses, brown or tortoiseshell plastic-frame glasses in a shape that i like (more of a rounded square or squarer round?), embroidered-knot flats, cd player
desires of the mouth: i kid you not i've been thinking about going to kbbq since NOVEMBER and i still haven't gone. and when i say thinking i mean i wrote it down in my journal as an actual entry for several weeks on end. also really want funyuns but trying to improve diet and cut down on junk food and i already eat so many msgful rice crackers and such ...
desires that must pass: literally closing my eyes and ignoring these because they have no practical purpose or i don't have room/space/etc. for them but i want them anyway. i really want the nyota blindbox but specifically only the telephone figure, and i really insanely want a guerlain lipstick even though i know their quality has gone down and i don't even wearrrr lipstick. also looking at some motel dresses, but the price for the material is bonkers especially since i've heard their quality is not great...
( vague discussion )
really into polka dots recently, but i'm not really interested in most of the polka-dot pattern items i see floating around right now. might go look around again as the trend starts to pick up steam especially as we roll over into spring. really, really enjoying naval/sailor themes, leaning into (warm) yellows and off-whites over plain whites, and generally warmer tones overall; i don't think i'm cool-toned. kind of want a wide/baggy leg jean that has a relaxed silhouete without being absolutely massive, but finding pants is sooo unbelievably hard...
i've been meaning to pick up cuticle oil and nail polish since january, and i still haven't done it. also need to pick up a wooden wide-tooth comb for my hair and maybe a low-cost boar hair brush so i can reduce my frizz, but that's on the backburner for now; mostly i need to buy a new aha/bha exfoliant so i can get rid of the congestion in my skin since i've been noticing a lot of clogged pores
on the other hand, doing a lot of physical writing + journaling atm (working my way through the second out of three journals) especially to draft/write fic, and it's making me try to convince myself that i deserve peter pauper press journals: really into the floral parchment journal & the rubaiyat journal atm. as for pens ... i've been trying to not get into pens (esp since i think what i prefer isn't really popular: i hate the texture of fountain pens against paper and i love ballpoint + gel + don't like thin pens [anything under 0.5]) esp. since pens are so abundant and plentiful and it feels so wasteful to buy them when i have endless mountains of failed startup pens...
